Introduction

 Hello

My name is Michelle and I live in Glasgow. I have a husband who I have been with for 15 years (married for 8) and we have 2 children. My husband is an addict. That's it. This blog is for me to write about how I am feeling, face things that have happened in the past - the chaos that our life has been and what my hopes are for our future. I don't think this will be read by anyone but if it does and it's someone who is in the same boat as me - I am so sorry you are going through this also. 

I have yet to find a solution. I have no answers. I have no strategies. I might write on here everyday. I might not write anything ever again but what I hope is, that this will be is somewhere to put all my thoughts so I myself don't fling myself off a bridge (tempting some days!) to get out of this circus that is my life.